Today my heart beat faster than the usual
Today my heart feel empty despite people around me
Today I rush home from event
Cause today my little brother heart beating faster than mine
Yesterday my lil brother for some unknown reason refuse to sleep till in the morning and today he got the worst epilepsy in his medical history. At first i thought that he going to be fine...but after a day of having epilepsy attack ...mom decide to take bro to hospital..it scares when you see his heart beating faster than normal...it scare me when he gaping for air when it happen...it shake me...i never feel the fear of losing someone close to me...and i dont want to feel it...i dont know why it seem that god are testing me....he affect the people that i love but not me directly...i guess he asking me to change my likes...i still can live without the thing that i like...but i cannot live without people i love....
