must be let it out

aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarghhhhhhhhhh ....aku tension aku nk jerit...bermacam dugaan aku taun ni ...ni minggu depan masuk u balik tuk sem last....tapi ...adik aku still kat hospi n aku trasa x mau balik u langsung klu boleh aku nk tangguh sem ja....tapi tu la still x wat keputusan lagi...x dak org yg boleh aku berbicara...x dak org yg memahami aku x dak org yg mendengar aku...aku nk nangis ja...ngan kolej still dok proses....haiya....aku dok luar bru padan muka aku...tlg la aku ...i just need someone to talk....someone to listen to me....