I HATE HIM SO MUCH

this entries was gonna be posted while  i am  busy getting angry at him...yeah this happen a lot..well guess what he called me stupid...damn ...i hate him...since when i followed his order willingly...yeah i shut up...the food untouched..i cried so hard bcoz i never thought he going to say that ...but then he say the worst to me..he call me setan in other word devil...hmm 2 or 3 times already...i shut up bcoz i know i will be sick if i fight with him...but sometimes i just want to kick his ass off...haha serves him right...well bcoz i can't do it in reality..i guess here is fine...lets not forget he is my brother..the one that i thought i can respect and be cool with him...naah he just dont like me as i dont like him either..so its fair n square..sometimes i wish i dont have big bro like him but then ..he try to help me in his own way...oooh i wish we are just like any other sibling ..who r close enough to know about each other...but no...we are more like enemy..arch enemies more likely...yeah we also sometimes drive our parent crazy with our act...i cant stand him as much as he cant stand seeing me...there will always a displeased look upon our faces..we are competitive...i get jealous easily...he always complain..much more than me...yeah that basicly why i hate him...just a minor hurt in the heart....i totally hate him so much ....some time