9 March 2014

PERANGAI

nak tau satu benda ....aku x tau nk gelak or kesian kat org yg kena tanya mcm-2 pasai upu...mcm-2 dark spm ni tnya..dr kategori sampai ke la cra nk isi...admin tu sabar je la lyn karenah depa ni...tapi aku ada baca satu entri budak ni ..emm nope bkn budak dia sebaya ngan aku...dia kata ada junior dia tnya apa yg dia nk wat lpas spm...lpas pnjang lebar explaination dia tu..dia gtau gak ang kena wat apa yang ang suka...yg pasti nk mintak sbrang kerja or nak wat apa pun kena la fikir betui-2....tapi bila tgk budak-2 spm ni dok tnya macam-2 aku jd meluat lak sbb maklumat terbentang depan mata depa just kena pandai cari ja...but then teringat zaman aku ..lagi la x dak apa...nk isi borang tu pun  x berapa reti...but selepas colabration ngan kwn aku leo..bru selesai isi sgala bnda tu...no for me they kind of malas nk baca sgala dokumen n peringatan yang pihak bpkp sediakan...for me brapa kali aku ulang baca syarat dia..yg mana aku x faham aku tnya ayah aku ...ayah siap pesan lagi ang nk isi dokumen ka borang ka apa ka..baca dulu syarat dia bg faham habis- habisan..mmg berguna ..x la aku terasa macam gelap jalan...at least ada guide light sikit kan...but still they are learning...like how i used to be full of question how...hehe its been 7 years after my first isi upu now is my second time to further my study in degree..hopefully i sucess and ada la course yg aku dapat...by the way i got many universiti application need to be seen to ..let it be finish this week..

so my bro finally decide nk sambung degree dia tu...fuh at last...dh ilang dah kot keraguan dia tu..well maybe since he is the first born his worry about our family is much greater than me...but for me i just used to like 'lagi jauh lagi aku suka'... mean aku mmg suka dok jauh-2 ...tp bila dah kena skali bru ang tau..padan muka aku waktu tu..but still aku x kisah belajar p la pun kat mana...ok back to him..when he decide to further his study ..he asked me can another person go and buy pin number..i like ..emm no coz i buy it myself..but when think back it ok la kot...org lain p beli kat dia...sbb dia ni outstation p kelantan 2 minggu...tu pasai dia tanya aku...adoi...so i think i will ask the person in charge if other person can buy it for him...hopefully it will end well
dia ni pun satu dah dekat last minute ru nk gtau nk sambung...aish dah la apply sama taun ngan aku...but i guess it fine as later we dont feel annoyed with each other..dont know...but he is someone that u can relay on..so i gonna help him further his study...

3 March 2014

UPDATING MY LIFE

nmpak pelik x title tu...mmg pun...aku sekarang dlm proses menaik taraf hidup aku yg menjadi pengangur bertauliah ni...aish rasa malu lak ngan manusia yg dok tanya aku kerja apa...ye la dah la x sambung study ..x keja ...cam na tu..tapi dengan dia aku x reti nk malu...adooi mana ilang dah rasa malu tu...rasa takut aku kat dia,...ok by the way tahun ni bnyk gila benda aku nk buat
1. cr kerja
2. simpan duit
3. ambik lesen kereta
4. sambung belajar
5. ligan cita-2 aku / impian
bagi orang lain ..ni macam to do list yang biasa tp bg aku ni to do list aku yg paling besar n berat...yang aku kena pekakkan telinga n sabar all the way...terpaksa tanguh minat aku...the big word is sacrifice my pleasure 4 the benefit of the future..so that my kind of azam i guess