magic beyond words

As some of my friend knew.i am totally a die hard fan of HARRY POTTER but i just know the movie not the book..wish someday i able to get the whole collection......ok u must wonder why i'm telling this,..
Actually aku bru ja lpas tgk magic beyond word..,story about jk rowling n how she deal with hardship in her life...seeing that movie make me feel the process of creating the masterpiece.,how it feel...i totally love the feeling...i dont know if i have what it take to be a writer....can i be ..i also like to be something that is more stable in my life...something that can make me money and at the same time i enjoy it...hmmm

a day in my life

Today is like the usual day but there is a bit diff today...around 2 p.m ..my friend leo call me ...we go out to shopping mall..and she talk..about everything that occur,.,how she is ...but meeting her today make me realise what should i do with my life...do i want to continue with my story,...or i want to find a job...i wonder that......

OFF

since aku balik dr arau...aku dah x brapa cakap ngan kwn aku dr sana...reason...aku dah bosan nk buat muka ngan depa....disana aku bukan menjadi diri aku yg sebenar..aku menjadi seorang yg mereka harap aku jd...first half semester kat sana..it fun..get to know people..the other half...we show our own colour..i'm definitely not their favourite colour...the last sem..i feel lonely..as i dont have other to speak..to pour all my heart content...it just i dont trust them anymore with my secret..i rather..let it rotted inside my heart as long as my secret safe...they dont know my feeling ..they judge me..but then they accused me for everything just becoz i dont talk...aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i think the best song describe my feeling at that time and this time is CRYING OUT by CNBLUE

  

i'm not the person who can easily trust other bcoz.. i have been hurt more time..that my heart don't want to repeat it again....

SALAHKAH???

is it wrong for me to be alone n quiet...is it wrong for me to not asking or meeting with other people...is it wrong for me to have other people to think...to not favor fun of interact with other people...but no..they dont understand and dont know about it...bcoz u dont trust them...it easy for them to misjudged you...they dont know the real you...you that have your heart in cage ..cannot be open unless someone have the key to open it ..but your heart r not as cold or black as charcoal...
you just hide your true self from them...

TAKE A PIECE FROM MY PLATE, CHEW N THEN WE TALK....that who i am