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since aku balik dr arau...aku dah x brapa cakap ngan kwn aku dr sana...reason...aku dah bosan nk buat muka ngan depa....disana aku bukan menjadi diri aku yg sebenar..aku menjadi seorang yg mereka harap aku jd...first half semester kat sana..it fun..get to know people..the other half...we show our own colour..i'm definitely not their favourite colour...the last sem..i feel lonely..as i dont have other to speak..to pour all my heart content...it just i dont trust them anymore with my secret..i rather..let it rotted inside my heart as long as my secret safe...they dont know my feeling ..they judge me..but then they accused me for everything just becoz i dont talk...aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaarrrrrrrrrrrrghhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh

i think the best song describe my feeling at that time and this time is CRYING OUT by CNBLUE

  

i'm not the person who can easily trust other bcoz.. i have been hurt more time..that my heart don't want to repeat it again....