ANGST

semua yang aku buat semua tu x betul...aku tak tau la wei...aku rasa apa yang aku wat tu dah ok...tp nape still ada org yg pertikai apa yang aku buat...kenapa tak benarkan aku blajar dari kesilapan aku sendiri...instead of show me everything ...i hate it....bila dah jadi macam ni... semua bnda yang lepas muncul balik dalam otak aku...aku x suka semua bnda ni...tak suka ..i cant cry as much as i want...i dont have anyone to share my pain...biar la kita susah ckit pn asalkan makhluk yang lain x terseksa...biarla dia duk dalam tu brbnding duk dalam sangkar kecik tu..i never have someone that say i understand...where r they when i need my support...where r they when i suceed..where r they..at home...haha ..i'm alone,,,but i guess they just either dont care or just too busy with other distraction..selfish...i dont know...sometimes i also a selfish...but i guess ..i'm hurt with their action...alone when other have their parent waiting n seeing their sucess..i guess i never be the one that they want huh,,,sorry....